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Sunday, October 23, 2011

Pain..plz....go away .......

aihh..da 23hb da...nk cter byk bnda yg jd pd 22hb..tp... xtipu..perut sgt sakit...duhh!! kepala pun sakit...still rs nk ngis lg......xtau nak ngis sbb sakit apa...sakit perut or sakit dlm hati ni.....tp kene kuatkn smgt ni.....pain..pain plz go away...........
seriusly...makan pun skg xseberapa sgt....tdo ak lg xmenentu..ke ak if stress mmg cmni...oh..ak stress ke..? makan pun kuar lek..ni bukan bulemia...ak mmg xjolok tekak...tp dia nk kuar sndri..so berat pun turun...depan org ye lah nampak ak mkn byk..tp pastu kuar lek.....pedih ulu hati.......... nk ngis sbb mcm2 sakit yg dtg ni...sakit tu penghapus dosa kan..?
need a shoulder to cry on.............. T__T...cam nk ngis puas2..kuat2........lemau da ak rs...siang ketawa2....mlm2 ngis.....npe la...? ak lum btul2 kuat....tbe2 jumpa lg buku2 msej yg ak salin........bila kiterorg mcj.............serius da rs lemah je jiwa ni.....dgn sakit yg ada lg ni.......da xterbuka da buku tu..pegang muka depan pun ley berjurai2 air mta trun...........
td dia mcj dia ckp...xde plan yg cam ak pk..n xde hbgn cm apa ak pk.......apakah....??mmg if ley ak nk sgt caya.......tp xkn ak salah bc....?? penat la..............dgn apa ak bc...da terang diorg ada pape.....uhh!!rs sgt sakit nk telan..tapi....kene telan gak.....sbb tu la realiti....
sume rs berat skg ni.............sgt berat..............

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