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Saturday, September 4, 2010

READ SLOWLY...& ANSWER HONESTLY.....

Have u ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying sumthing & wishing u hadn't?
Or saying nothing and wishing u had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to TELL sum1 u luv them..
If u do, they might break ur heart...
If u don't, YOU might break theirs.
have u ever decided not to become a couple because u were so afraid of losing what u already had with that person?
Ur heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
U CAN'T tell ur heart what to do. It does it on its own..when u least suspect it, or even when u don't want it to.
Have u ever wanted to love sum1 with everything u had, but that other person was too afraid to let u?
Too many of us stay walled up bcoz we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have u ever denied ur feelings for sum1 juz bcoz ur fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid..afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But everytime we tell a lie, the thing we fear GROWS stronger.
Life is all about risks and it REQUIRES u to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they WOULD have done, or COULD have had.
What would u do if everytime u fell in luv u HAD to say gudbye?
What would u do if everytime u wanted sum1 they would never be there?
What would u do if ur best friend died tomorrow & u never got to tell them how u felt? (even if U DON'T CARE ANYMORE)
What would u do if u LUV sum1 more than ever & u couldn't have them?
What would u do if u NEVER got the chance TO SAY I am friends with all of my family & they know I luv them? People live, but people die. I want to tell u that u r a friend.
If u died tomorrow (God Forbid) U WOULD BE IN MY HEART. WOULD I BE IN YOURS?
IF U care about me as much as I care about u, u will send this back.
We might be best friends 1 year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and DON'T WANT TO TALK at all year after that.
so, I juz wanted to say, even if I never talk to u again in my life, U ARE SPECIAL TO ME & u have made a difference in my life.
I look up to u, respect u,truly cherish u, most of all I CARE about friends.
Send this to all ur friends, no matter HOW OFTEN u talk, or HOW CLOSE u are, and send it to the person who sent it to u.
LET OLD FRIENDS know u haven't forgetten them, and tell new friends u never will.
Remember, every1 needs a friend sumday. U might feel like u have NO FRIENDS at all, juz remember this email and take comfort in knowing sumbody out there CARES ABOUT U & ALWAYS WILL...
I care about YOU..(^_^)

* aha!!ni bukan sy yg menulis ye..it sum from my reading...myb da ramai kot yg tau...though corny as it sound, I DO mean all those...sy ni bukanny hebat dlm menulis..juz aci redah je kn...sy pun xpndai nk melukis ni..org lidi pun pyh nk jd...so xpat la sy draw & paint my feeling..sy suke menyanyi,,tp sumbang r jd nya..gubah lagu?ohoh!!hancusss berkecai...jd sy xley nk lagukn hati ni...sy xde art & skill...thats why la sy xjd sasterawan negara n xde la hasil tgn wat grafiti kt mn2wall (silap2 sy wat vandalisme)..apa yg sy tau..adalah melalut..merapu..& membebel..juz throw out je apa ada dlm otk n ati kot....anyway readers..take ur time n answer it...*winkwink*

LeY Ke..??

salam readers sekalian...wat pe..? cmne dgn bulan pose ni..?ok ke x..? hope shumernya ok2 kn..sy??alhamdulillah ok...sy da selamat smpi kat kampung yg terchenta da ni..
oh readers..sy perlukan pandangan sebenarnya...sejarah asal usul wujudnya blog ni adalah disebabkn ASSIGMENt..ye sy akuinya...if lecturer sy xmtk wat blog..ntah zaman bl la sya nk wat blog ni....(terima kasih ye EnCiK Pensyarah...)seronok gak kn ada blog ni..?ikut suke la nk tulis pe pun...if org nk kondem...?ok fine xpe r kn..xsume yg kite wat org suke kn..?look i dont care..but i DO care sbnrny..tp nk wat cmne xkn nk pksa org like kn..?
emm...ok2 back to topic la k...sy rs..Boleh ke if sy gunakn blog ni utk menulis pe yg sy rs nk tulis (ea b4 ni sy tulis ikut syllabus buku ke?)mksud sy..ley ke sy tulis ikut pe sy suke..???cam tntg ati..n perasaan....(aha!!putus fius ke ilng skru ni??)kn tu pun pengalamn yg mengajar kite jd lebih matang dlm kehidupan..agk2 INche Lect mrh x...? oh Inche...ley x sy wat begitu..?ayt pun sy rs da skema giler...oh tlg la..tertekan da ni..ish xelok kn nk memendam...??t terendam..memendam + terendam = menjeruk rs = jd jeruk r..(guna apa puny rumus la ni!!)sy xmau memenuhkan wad psikiatri yg ada kt Malaysia ni..n sy xnk menyusahkn pra doktor yg begitu bersusah pyh utk merawat pesakit...n sy xmau jd skizo..or bipolar..or disorder yg teruk2..(tiap org mmg ada disorder kn?)so i decided to...throw out & spill je r..boley kn..kn..?any objection??xde rs nya..ahaha..men redah jek...(guna kuasa veto nmpknya!)
so if ada yg xselesa dgn entry2 sy t..mtk ampun ye....anyway..sebarang cdgn n pendapat sgt2 dialu2 kn...n begitu juga kritikan membina....ok..kite smbung nti ye....enjoy ur reading...(^_^)

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

MerdeKa.....

Tanggal 31..bulan 8..57...hari yg mulia...hari bahagia..sambut dgn jiwa yg merdeka....~~~MERDEKA..MERDEKA..MERDEKA!!! tbe2 sy berjiwa patriotik...~~
da 53taun Malaysia tanah airku yg terchenta ni merdeka....bkn sedikit pengorbanan wira2 malaya dulu nk mendapatkn kemerdekaan...if sy nk berciter tntg sinopsis cmne Tanah Melayu (nama b4 ditukar) mendapat kemerdekaan....sy takut sy mengecewakn guru2 sejarah sy...bkn xingt..tp takut slh information..*wink*..pendek kata...bkn sng utk mencapai kemerdekaan....bukan senang nk senang..dan bukn sush nk susah... syukur Alhamdulillah sy dilahirkan di Malaysia ini...sy sgt menyayangi tanah air sy ni..
sebut je perkataan "MERDEKA"...Apa yg terlintas dlm fikiran korg..?bebas...kn..?dari segi apa BEBAS 2 ye..?sgt luas skopny........cube kite perhatikn....analisa lek..diagnosis...btul ke kite da merdeka..?
Lewat ini..byk sgt rsny kes pembuangan bayi..merdeka dari sudut apakah kite sbnrny..?kalau dulu kite berjuang menentang penjajah...skg..?merdekakah hati n jiwa kite..?sudah merdekakah fikiran kita..?apa yg cube kite banggakan dengan "KEMERDEKAAN" ITU..?Apa yang cuba kita tunjukkan tentang 'KEMERDEKAAN" yang kite perolehi..? sudah cukup hebatkah kite jika kite mampu melaung "MERDEKA!!!" sdgkn jiwa dan fikiran kite masih belum merdeka sepenuhny..?masih dijajah oleh "penjajah" yg kite sndri memberinya ruang utk menjajah..? sama2 la kita fikirkan...
tiap individu pastinya berbeza pandangn tntg kemerdekaan ni kn..? tepuk dahi tanya akal...terpuk dada tny iman...

salam kemerdekaan pd pembaca sekalian...semoga kita lebih menghargai dan tahu memaknakan kemerdekaan itu sndri....

Monday, August 30, 2010

TerUsik....

aii..dearest followers....emm...hope everything fine.....buka apa td..?td housemate sy teringin nk mkn maggie..jd sm2 la kami memasak n mkn maggie bersama...kenyang gak...ptg td sy ada kls..ye kls walaupun ada rakan2 sy da selamat tbe kat kg halaman masing2...Alhamdulillah selamat da diorg kt kg..sy lak..?insyaAllah ari jumaat ni...ikut ati nk jek naik heli ke..concorde ke...tp cam lebey lak kn..??xpun sy nk je pinjm pintu doemon (if la doemon tu wujud)..buka2 je da smpi pntu umh..kn sng..?xpyh la nk memikirkn tiket bus...bersesak dgn org & kenderaan...uhuhuhu....xpelah..bersush2 dulu..bersenang2 kemudian...
oh..berbalik pd entry kali ni.....pas berbuka bersama maggie (ley je kiterorg ni jd duta maggie kn??)...selesai berbuka....sy pun jengah2 la blog yg sy follow....entry2 dlm blog tu.....sy xdpt tfsirkn perasaan tu....membuatkn hati perempuan sy terusik..(ye sy seorg perempuan)..
kdg2 dlm hidup..kite rs kite diuji dengan sgt hebat..bl kite sedey seakan hny kite sahaja yg bersedey....kite je yg diuji....sdgkn....ada yg lebih hebat dugaan nya...kita hny diuji dgn sakit pening pun kite da mengeluh..sdgkn mereka yg diuji dgn sakit yg berpnjgn msih mampu tersenyum.....bl kite putus chenta...kite bagai ilng arah...sdgkn mereka yg kehilangan ank..org yg mempunyai pertalian masih mampu melalui hari2 yg mendtg dgn senyumn yg terukir....
kdg2 kite xpnh terfikir kesushn org lain sbb asik memikirkn kesushn org lain....sy pnh dgr org kata...kite kene ingt..bl kita rs diri kite hbt...sbnrny ada yg lg hebat dri kite....bl kite rs kite sush..ada lg yg lbih sush dri kite...jd kite ptut bersyukur...dan sy percaya tiap perkara yg berlaku tu ada hikmahny...am i rite? dan sesungguhnya Allah tak kn menguji hambaNYA melebihi kemampuan hamba itu....
terusik hati kecil sy membc blog tu...penulisan yg amt menyentuh hati sy...teresak2 gak sy...oh followers...sy da nyatakn yg hati sy cmne kn..sy mmg sgt sntimental kot...myb kot tu perlu dibuang...heee~~
Kesyukuran sy panjatkn pd Ilahi....sy hany diuji dengan sedikit dugaan....sdgkn ada yg lebih hebat lagi diuji msih mampu tersenyum.....nape la kita yg hny didtgkn dugaan yg hny sebesar zarah asik mengeluh dan meratap..?insap je rs...dan sy hrp ia bkn sementara....

RamaDhan...

elo followers tercyg...sudah lm rsny xmenulis dlm blog ni....mmg rs nk menaip...or mencoretkn pape kt cni..idea mmg ada..cume kdg2 xbape nk rajin..lgpun byk bnda nk kene buat..huhuhu....budget bz r..pdhal xbz mn pon....
hmm~~actually..blog ni kn wujud disbbkn asgmnt....if x...ntah2 xde pun blog ni....hahaha..bl ats sbb asgmnt..sure la berkisar tentang citer yg mempunyai unsur pengetahuan kn..?bukan la membebel jek kn..?tp ley x if sy nk membebel gak..?xkire..nk gak membebel...oh INCIK LECT..sy cume mahu meluahkn pe yg ada..xelok pendam2 kn..?nti sy makin disorder ler...sy xmau la memenuhkn wad psikiatri yg ada kat malaysia ni...hukhuk....

apa yg mahu sy kongsi kat cni ye...emm~~tntg bulan puasa..bulan ramadhan...pejam celik..pejam celik..da 20 ramadhan da.....jap je rsnya........korg rs x kejap??ntah nape ramadhan kali ni rs sayu la plak..sgt gembira...ea bukan la ramadhan b4 ni xgembira..tp ms kecik2 dulu..antara bulan ramadhan dgn syawal....kedtgn bulan syawal tu yg pling ditgu2...hehehe...dan sy sgt pasti yg korg2 sume mst mengharapkn keberkatan dlm bulan ni..kn..?ea samalah dgn sy..=) smoga ianya bukan merupakan ramadhan terakhir kite bersama..rs sgt bersyukur sbb msih diberi peluang utk menjalani ibadah ni....
hmm~~ bulan ramadhan ni..sbnrny byk kebaikn nye.....ye x..?yg nk diet tu...bln pose ni ley membantu anda...yg nk berjimat pun..bulan pose ni membantu...kn...?teringt pd mesej yg sy terima dari seorang teman..sahabt..rakan. "Bulan puasa ni melatih utk kesabaran..jgn mengeluh..tetapi sntiasa tersenyum dan bergembira...Sesungguhnya ALLAH Maha Penyayang dan Maha Mengetahui tiap2 sesuatu......"..emm..ada benarnya kn kata2 ni..meh kite sama2 fikir n renungkn...